Love is an NP complete problem

Thats that...love is an NP complete problem...may be it does have a solution, and maybe you can test if that solution is right or not (trial and error or parameteric method); ...but by yourself you cannot figure out the perfect way of having all the ingredients and cooking this love recipe i.e finding a solution to this problem...since this word kind of sickens me out, lets just call this "condition X"

So, the thing is, "condition X" refuses to be limited in a set of statements, due to its numerous variables....everyone thinks he's an expert of somekind to define this (otherwise a trite case of non-deterministic polynomial time problem) in his own expert way...since the complexity of this problem is beyond the scope of this blog, wont try getting into that shit...

So due to its such nature, no algorithm has been developed so far to completely tackle it..but I'm sure there are some heuristics...which are kept secret and only found in cryptic language of poetry or art...which are probably double NP, hence not very trusted in solving "condition X"...but for benefit(or not) most people, low efficiency algorithms are widely available in many movies...

So this "condition X" remains an open problem, so go and fuddle with it in you own fuckin' expert way...

Addiction prone vs. Addiction proof

There are two kinds of people in this world...they are : addiction prone and addiction proof...

Mind it!, people who never try give temptation the chance, don't count as addiction proof...they simply avoid addiction...to be addiction proof; you have to fight addiction and sacrifice it; though knowing that you want that thing badly, but letting it go...i'm not advocating in any sense to try addiction just to know which category you belong to, that would be insane, as so many people will have episodes of addiction proneness, so less can actually handle that....

So carrying on...i shouldn't have said people in the first line...cause even a single person can wobble between the two states, being so strong and rigid at one time and totally melted the next instant...thats true for all of us, i guess..
but if only we could know what makes us so weak at times, may be there would be no addiction proneness...i think it's the constant excuse that you've beared so much, you definitely deserve this indulgence...sometimes, its true; but mostly, you just want to divert your mind...

what if, its just for fun??...addiction isn't fun; i dont think addicts are happy being addicts(unless its something really harmless like japanese comics)..i saw this movie "going broke", reality based, recently, here a working mother of two, gets addicted to gambling and ends up stealing from her company, her kids and finally ending up in jail...you see that movie, and ask yourself: "how do you justify that?"...well; you don't justify that, because you know that you'll never do anything like that, ever...yet to her, who lived through it, this happened like a chain of events, like a cooking recipe whose end dish you haven't seen, but you continue making it only to find out, that it is a recipe for dynamite...


it takes more than strength to walk out of an addiction, it takes the willingness to do that..."Requiem for a dream" is a movie that so extra-ordinarily portrays how things roll out of control...it is a spine-chilling rendition of your "addiction prone-self" overpowering your "addiction proof-self"; 4 people get their dreams bulldozered by the weight of their addiction...will talk about that movie in detail some other time, saw it long time back actually...but a highly recommended movie, to those who haven't seen it...it can alter how you see things, atleast for few hours...

No conclusion. can't think of any..

Why hiccough??

If anyone ever reads it, that is, if it doesn't get lost like all exciting things that first look so tempting, but as soon as you dip into the water, you know its freezing cold... you'll get the meaning...so the sentence was, if anyone ever reads it, there would be a distinct statistical number which would ask why hiccough??...Well, the answer is- its not related, i just love the word....

but if i had to find a relation, between this blog and hiccough, it would be....hiccough is a universal thing, it's involuntary and though being a simple medical condition, has a very strange spelling( modern word is hiccup) and the strangest myth associated with it, that every time you get that hiccough, someone just remembered you!!!...this blog,
(again if it survives the test of my procrastination or of its unpopularity, whichever comes first) ;
would be a little strange; a little nostalgic; a little worldly, but only through my mind's eye(haven't traveled much yet!) and a little freestyled (i'm not good with arranging data in a consolidated manner)....