Things i can't stand.. chap 1

1. The summer sun.
2. Teachers who are more worried about rules than whats actually right.
3. Lectures from people when i feel like tearing up the sky.
4. Not understanding my own emotions, and just disposing them as "Heavy" or "Light".
5. Not being able to help a wrong situation.
6. People using the whole earth as their private garbage bins, and actually having the stupidity to be proud of that.
7. People who waste water and be rude when asked to do otherwise.
8. People who dissolve all their guilt by discussing it, and finding a way to blame someone else for everything.
9. Bad music.

unable to miss.

i don't miss the school days
or my childhood
i don't miss the homes we shifted
not that i wish i could

i don't miss people
i don't miss things
i'm unable to miss, this power to miss
but i do wonder what it brings...

i say sometimes
i missed you; i'm not sure why i lie
maybe coz, i think i would
if deep down; things were not this dry.

The corner guy.

he sits in the corner
and makes the corner; the center,
everyone's around him, and he doesn't even speak
just looks and makes faces and laughs
but when he opens his mouth
you can't see or think anything else;
even when you're not listening
you are still there, detached but stuck.

09/04/08

A beer bottle at the construction site
calling off an unresolved fight
risking the most important thing
i.e. my btp to have the moment's bling

old times coming back
new faces across the track
life, chocolate chipped muffinized
smoked and tossed and randomized

Unit personality.

There are so many people to whom i would seriously like to say.. you cannot measure apples and distance with the same units.. if you're out to judge people, you're gonna have to change your parameters according to their type..

Mood swings!!!

So long, i tried to uncover the mystery behind the swinging mood problem.. and now, i finally understand it..

its not like what i used to think, people don't have extreme mood changes just like that.. there is an explanation.. you see, we all leave some microscopic pieces of our current mood in our vicinity; and these pieces are free to roam, like ashes in the wind.. these mood ashes are all around you, in different shapes and sizes, and mostly co-exist with you without actually modifying your logical mood..

But then sometimes, you catch some other strong mood ash, of someone close bye, or may be some one far away but with a giant mood-ash throw up, or even maybe someone whose no longer around.. coz, as it is, people die but they leave behind their personal collection of mood-ashes in this world to ramble around and relive in someone else's thoughts, dreams and body...

So if probably i show wrong emotions at times, its not actually me to blame.. some shit-pot forgot to take his shit with him..